I'm so fucking done... my dreams are gone, my love.. more Utopian than ever, i have no words any more, everything is so dead in me, no paintings, no singing, no draws, no photos, no boys, no girls.... just one boy, but i hate him tonight, so no nothing. I'M DYING HERE PEOPLE... who cares... me? i don't think so... I'm gonna keep killing me... give me another beer man, and then give me a French lustful kiss....